Thats life...and it will continue...with dreamzzzz...

I dont know how to start...I am not feeling well today...and thats why am
at home...enjoying some free time with my people at home...and thats
the time when I also think of my people who are not in front of me at
home...I have always thought of big things...big dreams...achieving the
targets that people consider impossible...Even impossible says I M
Possible...thats what I think...but in the process...many times I fail
to think about the small moments...In these small moments lives the
whole world...which makes everyone happy...even I want to enjoy these
small moments...extract happiness from them...but thats beyond my
ability...(its better to know the shortcoming)...so I always try to
pair up with those who are the masters of these small but precious
moments...who know how to live these small moments...

At the same time...I know I dream big...Getting into the group where I
am working now...was one of those big dreams...its a reality now...when
I had dreamt abt getting in there...I didnt even knew what does it
do...I just knew that it is some place with a massive gate...which I
cannot cross at that moment...and it has a good playground in front of
the school...where we used to go to play cricket...I was just 12...but
I always wanted to get in from that gate...As I grew up...I discovered
more about the place...the group...the ways of getting in
there...followed those paths...worked on them...and now I am into it...

One such big dream...is getting retired at 45 as an employee...and then
become the employer of the self...and the biggest ever dream is to
enjoy every moment of the life...may be the former wont turn into
reality...but the latter means a lot...Dont live for the money...dont
live for the work...but live for the people around you...and am not the
only one of the kind...responses to the blog..."I want good work...neee
I wanna money"...is a measure of the fact that there are many more to
think like me...Fun should be the first criterion...and when its not
fun then move on...bcoz fun comes when u take over all ur worries...it
wont come from running away from your worries...these worries are
direct consequences of expectations...so expectations are the biggest
hurdle in having fun...and so in achieving dreams...

So dont expect but dream...seems contradictory...no...not at all...when
you expect...you want others to do something...when you dream...you
want yourself to do something...I-factors and THEY-factors...so you
play your part...and if you want to have fun then dont expect anything
from others...let them follow thier own heart...so if you dream to keep
your people happy...then do good for them...but dont expect any good in
return...only then you will have fun...achieve your dreams...am jotting
this down...bcoz i have experienced this...

I had expected a lot from those whom I called mine...Even getting
called mine...was an expectation...that did nothing but brought worries
both for me and them...Vinash kalin viprit buddhi...was what happenned
next...no fun only worries...so when there is no fun then move on...but
if you move on then what about the dream...those can be turned into
reality only when there is fun...and please dont expect anything in
return for what you do...that will only kill...Those who care for
you...will do good to you even if you dont expect...and those who dont
care for you...will never do what you expect...Let them decide if they
care...If I care for them then I ll keep on doing good for them...even
on moving they will be mine...but this time I wont expect anything in
return...But I will keep on chasing my dream...My dream of making them
happy will come true...and in return this fact will make me
happy...Enough of theory for now...now its the time for the
practicals...thats it!!

This was the 13th blog in the series...still 87 left for the
century...Keep celebrating the BOND year 007'...

And last but not the least...it was 7/7/7 yesterday...and there was a
grand function at Lisbon...and the 7th announcement at the function for
declaring new 7 wonders of this world...on the 7th day of the 7th month
of the the 7th year...also the 7th day of the week (Saturday)...was our
own TAJ MAHAL...one more dream came true...TAJ tops...